I have Cancer, and I'm in trouble
For those who have been around the ePrayer.org site, you might know me as one of the volunteers that helps Dave out. Some just know me as the airplane guy because of my photo.
I'm normally a very expressive individual, and in fact, speak for a living. Normally you can't shut me up. I've been sitting here at my terminal for the last hour sobbing.... unable to speak or express myself.
How do you tell folks you know, and in some cases love to peaces, that you have Cancer and probably won't see the end of summer? There it is...
I know my God is an awesome God. He's been so good to me, but I feel so lonely and numb. I wont even ask for your prayers. I'll ask for your forgiveness for the thoughts that have been running through my mind today.
I start aggressive chemo tomorrow. Lord, please give me strength. I feel so numb. I'm sorry if this is not making sense. It's been one of those days.
Tags: cancer, prayer
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